Mollyyoung

I live in the past and I dislike it.

The weather's been so nice I can't help but look through old pictures.

there's so many more I could put up, but I wont... I would take me for fucking ever.

but somehow looking through these pictures always makes me sad.

I guess it just bothers me that things will never be the way they were.

I hate change. I mean really really really hate change. It's just something I've never gotten used to. I like feeling comfortable in my life, change fucks that up. This whole year has been fucked up, it's been a good year don't get me wrong, but fucked up. and truthfully I'm nervous for what's to come; it's different and I don't know if I can handle it. Well, I know I can I just don't know how easy it will be.

I find myself constantly thinking about it.

But I paint to get my mind off things like this. It's just so relaxing to listen to music with all my windows open and paint.

 The warm weather gets me in such a better mood, it's astonishing.

(Prom tomorrow can't fucking wait)